ape ape je larh...
hey Dear~
miss you a LOT!
sorry i didn't visit for a long time..
got a LOT to tell you.
since the last post,
lots of things happened.
one of them was the end-of-year examination.
what's for sure is that i ain't gonna get straight a's this tym.
i blew it.
especially for the subject engineering drawing and EEES.
both of 'em are one of the worsts.
haha.
made me laugh whenever i thought about how i suffer waiting
for the exam to finish n yet i blew it.
the result was a pain but i know i deserve it.
didn't work hard enough.
serves me right, huh?
then...
i managed to 'bury' my feelings towards aniq.
how? why?
well,
i rarely see him nowadays.
i also got mad at him for being loyal to his girlfriend.
yes, that's the truth.
i couldn't stand it when i saw his facebook wall filled with her name.
there's a voice in my head saying,
this is the guy you admire, adore and so on?
hahaha.
see how loyal he is towards his girlfriend and doesn't even care for you.
he even hurt your feelings by doing that and does he care?
just forget him.
he isn't worth it.
so i kept that in my head and made sure i don't have any more
feelings towards him.
and that's it.
although i still felt a bit of anger whenever i see him with her,
i said to myself,
just forget him.
either you're not meant for each other or he doesn't deserve you.
besides,
you still got mr harry potter(sooooo cute!), sunny, n paeh to talk to.
exclude the first two mentioned because you've never talked to them
or vice versa.
paeh's kinda fun to talk to.
somehow i felt comfortable befriending him.
don't get me wrong okay?
he's just a friend,
and i'll make that clear to myself.
there's also a... big but silent problem faced by me and my dormmates.
i don't understand how friends can easily say the other friend
betrayed him/her when they've declared themselves best friends.
iye larh,
kwn baik sepatutnye fhm dri msg2 wlalaupun bkn dlm setiap aspek
tp skurg2nye fhm skt2 kn?
hipokrit?
itu adat larh.
sume org hipokrit.
mne ade org yg jujur smpi buka aib dri sndri kn?
kalau ad pun,
yg psti org 2 bkn akuwh.
ye, akuwh jgak seorg hipokrit.
mne mgkin akuwh bkk aib dri akuwh kt org lain?
mgkin org 2 xkn nk kwn ngn akuwh atau jijik ngn akuwh.
mne la akuwh tau kn?
tp akuwh xkn mrh dgn kwn2 yg hipokrit dgn akuwh ble mlibtkn maruah
dri msg2.
kcuali larh kalo dye hipokrit dan mlibtkn maruah org laen, bkn dri dye.
cthnye seorg nie pura2 baik dpn sorg kwn nie.
yg kwn 2 cye abis r dan cte mcm2 psl dri dye kt org nie.
tp ble org nie ngn org laen bkn main ngutuk kwn 2.
ksian pd kwn 2 sbb da mlibtkn maruah dri kwn 2 kn.
so ape yg akuwh nk ckp kt cnie,
seorg manusia mmg akn hipokrit terhdp manusia yg lain.
tetapi manusia yg berkwn hnya akn mnjd seorg hipokrit
apabila melibatkn maruah drinya sndri atau drinye dan org lain.
dgn kata lain,
kre mcm utk tjuan kbaikn larh.
agk berbelit ape yg akuwh ckp nie tp kalo ad yg phm,
akuwh salute r korg.
tp akuwh hrp sgt2 r spe2 yg bce nie phm.
what else...?
ha...!
HARI TERBUKA SMTI on 29 Oct. 2010.
an amazing day indeed!!!
around six schools came i think.
my course students including me managed the electric workshop exhibition.
we had fun in preparing and in exhibiting.
the exhibition changed my perspective about electrical engineering.
i didn't see it was this fun when i first came.
but i already decide i won't further my study in this course.
too hard for me.
but the best part was the exhibition and those who i kinda like came to it.
sunny, jt, mr harry potter, aniq's clone...
the only thing that upset's me was i saw aniq walking with his girlfriend.
but then, who cares!
i've had an amazing day and that can't possibly ruin it.
akuwh xkesah la weyh!
korg nk dating smpi kne tgkp khalwat pown akuwh da xkesah!
yg penting akuwh hepy ary nie.
sunny dtg tp lgsg xberckp.
akuwh dgr harry potter gelak dan nmpk dye snyum.
eeee COMELLLLLLLLL SAAAAANGAAAAT!!!!!!!
klon aniq pulak tnye mcm2 then ckp kalo akuwh trg dye dgr.
dye buat akuwh rse... ntahla.
akuwh xnk berhrp.
dye cme klon.
mne mgkin.
slm dye yg dkrm kt akuwh pown akuwh jwb cm biase je walaupown
ak rse flattered cket.
tp akuwh plik gak ngn dye 2.
ok mgkin xperlu nk rse plik.
mke ad market so prangai mcm playboy spe kesah kn?
mlt manis.
mke boleh larh thn.
gaya mmg boleh dkatekn show off.
so like aniq kn?
so...
until here only i think.
i wrote what i remember for now.
next week i'll be back so i might visit you again my Dear.
wait for me until then.
ciao.
miss you a LOT!
sorry i didn't visit for a long time..
got a LOT to tell you.
since the last post,
lots of things happened.
one of them was the end-of-year examination.
what's for sure is that i ain't gonna get straight a's this tym.
i blew it.
especially for the subject engineering drawing and EEES.
both of 'em are one of the worsts.
haha.
made me laugh whenever i thought about how i suffer waiting
for the exam to finish n yet i blew it.
the result was a pain but i know i deserve it.
didn't work hard enough.
serves me right, huh?
then...
i managed to 'bury' my feelings towards aniq.
how? why?
well,
i rarely see him nowadays.
i also got mad at him for being loyal to his girlfriend.
yes, that's the truth.
i couldn't stand it when i saw his facebook wall filled with her name.
there's a voice in my head saying,
this is the guy you admire, adore and so on?
hahaha.
see how loyal he is towards his girlfriend and doesn't even care for you.
he even hurt your feelings by doing that and does he care?
just forget him.
he isn't worth it.
so i kept that in my head and made sure i don't have any more
feelings towards him.
and that's it.
although i still felt a bit of anger whenever i see him with her,
i said to myself,
just forget him.
either you're not meant for each other or he doesn't deserve you.
besides,
you still got mr harry potter(sooooo cute!), sunny, n paeh to talk to.
exclude the first two mentioned because you've never talked to them
or vice versa.
paeh's kinda fun to talk to.
somehow i felt comfortable befriending him.
don't get me wrong okay?
he's just a friend,
and i'll make that clear to myself.
there's also a... big but silent problem faced by me and my dormmates.
i don't understand how friends can easily say the other friend
betrayed him/her when they've declared themselves best friends.
iye larh,
kwn baik sepatutnye fhm dri msg2 wlalaupun bkn dlm setiap aspek
tp skurg2nye fhm skt2 kn?
hipokrit?
itu adat larh.
sume org hipokrit.
mne ade org yg jujur smpi buka aib dri sndri kn?
kalau ad pun,
yg psti org 2 bkn akuwh.
ye, akuwh jgak seorg hipokrit.
mne mgkin akuwh bkk aib dri akuwh kt org lain?
mgkin org 2 xkn nk kwn ngn akuwh atau jijik ngn akuwh.
mne la akuwh tau kn?
tp akuwh xkn mrh dgn kwn2 yg hipokrit dgn akuwh ble mlibtkn maruah
dri msg2.
kcuali larh kalo dye hipokrit dan mlibtkn maruah org laen, bkn dri dye.
cthnye seorg nie pura2 baik dpn sorg kwn nie.
yg kwn 2 cye abis r dan cte mcm2 psl dri dye kt org nie.
tp ble org nie ngn org laen bkn main ngutuk kwn 2.
ksian pd kwn 2 sbb da mlibtkn maruah dri kwn 2 kn.
so ape yg akuwh nk ckp kt cnie,
seorg manusia mmg akn hipokrit terhdp manusia yg lain.
tetapi manusia yg berkwn hnya akn mnjd seorg hipokrit
apabila melibatkn maruah drinya sndri atau drinye dan org lain.
dgn kata lain,
kre mcm utk tjuan kbaikn larh.
agk berbelit ape yg akuwh ckp nie tp kalo ad yg phm,
akuwh salute r korg.
tp akuwh hrp sgt2 r spe2 yg bce nie phm.
what else...?
ha...!
HARI TERBUKA SMTI on 29 Oct. 2010.
an amazing day indeed!!!
around six schools came i think.
my course students including me managed the electric workshop exhibition.
we had fun in preparing and in exhibiting.
the exhibition changed my perspective about electrical engineering.
i didn't see it was this fun when i first came.
but i already decide i won't further my study in this course.
too hard for me.
but the best part was the exhibition and those who i kinda like came to it.
sunny, jt, mr harry potter, aniq's clone...
the only thing that upset's me was i saw aniq walking with his girlfriend.
but then, who cares!
i've had an amazing day and that can't possibly ruin it.
akuwh xkesah la weyh!
korg nk dating smpi kne tgkp khalwat pown akuwh da xkesah!
yg penting akuwh hepy ary nie.
sunny dtg tp lgsg xberckp.
akuwh dgr harry potter gelak dan nmpk dye snyum.
eeee COMELLLLLLLLL SAAAAANGAAAAT!!!!!!!
klon aniq pulak tnye mcm2 then ckp kalo akuwh trg dye dgr.
dye buat akuwh rse... ntahla.
akuwh xnk berhrp.
dye cme klon.
mne mgkin.
slm dye yg dkrm kt akuwh pown akuwh jwb cm biase je walaupown
ak rse flattered cket.
tp akuwh plik gak ngn dye 2.
ok mgkin xperlu nk rse plik.
mke ad market so prangai mcm playboy spe kesah kn?
mlt manis.
mke boleh larh thn.
gaya mmg boleh dkatekn show off.
so like aniq kn?
so...
until here only i think.
i wrote what i remember for now.
next week i'll be back so i might visit you again my Dear.
wait for me until then.
ciao.
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