I just don't know
Slm. Hey my Dear. Miss you like crazy. Sorry I didn’t visit you for a long time. Been busy. A lot happened. I’ll tell you ‘bout it later ok. During raya holiday. Promise. I just wanna say, Aniq’s time won’t be long. That’s what I heard from others. I’m… idk. I wanna cry but I just couldn’t. He’s leaving, forever. I felt like he’s taking away my spirit with him. I just don’t know what is wrong with me. I really hope He’ll give me some clue. I’m hopeless and clueless. I don’t have anyone to speak to or anyone who can understand me. Other than Him. ALLAH, help me. That’s all for now. I’m feeling like crying. See you later Dear.