a bit of something.


hey2.
br blik kl.
pnt gak.
g petrosains then times square.
kpale penin + saket gak arh.



brite buruk.
aniq ad barah otak.
WHAT???
yup,
e2 hakikatnye buat mse nie.
sedih?
sgt2.
mrh?
nope.
guilty?
a lot.
syg?
akuwh cme ley ckp he's special.
akuwh xbsedia nk khilgn dye.
akuwh syg dye sgt2.
walaupown akuwh slalu gak r kutuk dye.
dye ttp the one yg ak cr.


ary isnin bsamaan 19 july,
akuwh dpt tau sl barah otak 2.
akuwh tkejut smpi xterkate ape dh.
smpi ary nie,
tiap2 ary ak tnye informer akuwh yg xbertauliah psl dye.
(informer akuwh - mr. ikmal)
ikmal ad cte,
dye bwk srt dr. ngn film xray otak dye.
dye da thp kritikal.
skunk nie naqi yg jg dye.
dye xley bgn subuh sbb pnyakit dye 2.
xley tgk cahaya trg.
ble akuwh dpt tau psl nie,
akuwh mnysal sgt2 sbb kutuk dye mcm2.
plg akuwh mnysal sbb doakn dye jd arwah.
(akuwh bg gelaran arwah kt dye sbb mle2 dlu akuwh mnt dye then akuwh dcide nk lpekn je. so akuwh bg la gelaran 2. xsgke akuwh antre punca. )
asmah ckp kt akuwh,
awek dye xnk ptos ngn dye.
awek yg mne?
yg kt brash (outsider) n sme course ngn akuwh.
akuwh jles?
xd la sgt.
sbb skunk nie akuwh lbih pkirkn psl khilgn dye.


22 julai kalo xslp akuwh,
akuwh nmpk mke dye yg plg chumel!
wlaupun sbnrnye mke dye wk2 2 bknlah mnggmbrkn kechumelan,
tp mgkin ksakitn & kekeliruan/runsing.
akuwh takut.
takut sgt2.
takut akuwh xmmpu nk hadapi khilgn dye.
takut akuwh xkuat utk hadapi sume nie.
takut akuwh xmgkin jmpe dye lg.



ya ALLAH,
ampunkanlah dosanya.
makbulkanlah doanya.
gembirakanlah hatinya,
dan bahagiakanlah dirinya.
sebelum dia pergi ke sana ya ALLAH ...
aku mohon,
KAU jadikanlah dia bidadari untukku di syurga kelak.
walaupun aku tahu aku sesungguhnya tidak layak untuk Jannah-Mu ya ALLAH.



ape yg akuwh mmpu buat skunk nie cme minx maap kt dye.
then doakn utk dye ary2.
ak kdg2 ase cm nk nangis,
dan mmg pnah nangis tp setitik dua je yg tumpah.
tp akuwh bkn spe2 nk hlg tkdir.
akuwh cme mnusia biase.
akuwh hrp dye terima maaf akuwh.



akuwh rse smpi sni je kowt post kali nie.
akuwh xrse cm nk tlis pnjg2.
mgkin sbb tregtkn dye.
sory my Dear.










aniq 
- yang kacak lagi menawan hati -
[muhammad azim aiman bin khir johari]

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